I was sick and now I have a trake I can not talk untill it Comes out and I recover just throught I would let you all know I got phenomena the sec.

weak in Oct 2006 and it changed my life and the person I was...I was

sick with phenomena went to the doctor took all my med's and

felt great but I still had walking phenomena not knowing it and one night at the club was all

most my last on earth I stop breathing and I woke up three days later in ICU with all these

tubs the breathing tub was not right and that's what started this when I went home my airway started to close up day by day I

was on my last breath I went to the hospital and they throught I had asthma but they

keep me the day I was to go home they had a spe. Doctor come in ENT doctor the best one in the country I just looked at her

she said she wanted to take a look down through my nose I said ok( you all that hurt ed bad lol I pulled her out but not

before she got her look)she looked and told me I had (stannous)my airway was closing fast I had surgery the next day to open

me up(she said that when she open me up I was breathing threw a stew smaller then a baby's airway)I went home my airway stayed

open three days and I was back getting it opened again I was at the hospital all the time in and out in and out getting my

airway opened 1 to 2 times a week I even woke up one time with this tub coming out my nose I could not talk and it hurt ed it

was to try to keep my airway open for a long time so it would stay open but it did not work I was trying so hard to stay home

one night because this was starting to bring my relationship down But I had to go I was trying to hard to

breath but they did not want to open me up yet the OR room was booked up and my doctor was the only doctor at that time that

could do it and she was booked up(you all I just new I was going to dye it was so hard to breath I ask my girl at one point

would she be mad if I just let go she was so man at me and I throught of my kids and it hurt so bad to breath but me and

JESUS kept on fighting for my kids my life and my family those was the hardest three days of my life(so far then but the worst was

yet to come)day three I had one more day until my trake they made for me was to be there(so they said)the doctor ask my could

I make it I could not hardly take a breath how could I answer him and that is all I remember of that day I woke up three days late

tide down to a bed I remember thinking O my GOD help me I went in and out for two more days then I realized why I could not

talk I had a trake not the one I have now but one stitched in and hanging out they told me if it comes out I could dye it was

not for me but the only way to save me I stayed I ICU 4 week I cry felt helpless and that was not me I have been use to doing

everything on my own I got the next trake went to the floor stayed one more week and went home stay home one month went back

got another trake that was for me to talk with but because my stanosa where my airway closes is so far down I and not move

air to talk with the trake but now I im home waiting to lose 60 lbs so they can reconstructed my airway or rebuild it and

take the trake out

Aquarius